Kuchh hi minute mein main jhad gaya. Poora badan tharthara raha tha. Mere paanv kamzor ho gaye the. Maine saans li, pant wapas pehni, haath dhoye, aur bahar nikla.
Phir se kaam karne laga, jaise kuchh hua hi nahi ho.
Ab Aage…
Kaam karte huye 8 baj chuke the. maine Kaam band kiya aur haath munh saaf kar ke, bus stop Aa gya. aur bas ka intjaar karne lga.
8:30 ko bus aayi maine socha chala jaaun. lekin pta nahi kiyoun mere pair hile hi nahi, aur main ek khambhe ke sahare khada raha, Meri saansein tez chal rahi thi.
Main soch raha tha, kya main pagal hoon? Kyon ruka hoon yahan? Ghar jaata toh behtar tha. Lekin phir woh scene yaad aaya – Suresh ka haath mere jhangon pe, uski confident smile, uski awaaz mein woh ajeeb sa confidence. Mera lund phir se khada hone laga sirf sochne se hi.
9:15 ho gaye. Main ghabra gaya. Kahin woh aaya hi nahi toh? Ya phir aa ke chala gaya ho? Maine apne phone ko dekha – koi call nahi, koi message nahi.
Tabhi door se ek bus ki headlight dikhi. Meri dhak-dhadak tez ho gayi. Bus aake ruki. Darwaza khula. Main andar gaya. Andhera tha bus mein. Main peeche ki taraf gaya, aakhri seat pe baith gaya.
Bus mein zyada log nahi the. Bas 4-5 log the, jo aage ki taraf baithe hue the. Main akela peeche tha. Mere haath tharthara rahe the. Main soch raha tha, aur kaanp raha tha.
Kuchh hi der mein ek aadmi aaya. Meri seat ke paas ruka. Maine upar dekha – Suresh tha. Usne conductor ki cap utaar di thi, ab ek normal shirt mein tha. Usne mere bagal mein baithne ke liye jagah banayi. aur mere bagal mein baith gaya.
Meri taangein chipak rahi thi garmi se, ya nervousness se, pata nahi. Usne apna haath mere ghutne pe rakha. Phir dheere se upar slide karne laga – meri jhang ki taraf.
Mera lund turant khada ho gaya. Wohi feeling phir se. Main sannata mein baitha raha, uski taraf dekha bhi nahi. Bas aankhein band karke mehsoos kiya uski ungliyon ko jo meri jhang ko sahlaa rahi thi.
“Kaisa lag raha hai?” usne kaan mein poochha, itni dheemi awaaz mein ki bas main hi sun sakoon.
Main kuchh nahi bol paaya. Muh se awaaz nahi nikli. Bas sar hila diya.
Tabhi kuchh log aur chadhe bus mein. Teen-chaar aadmi aake aage ki seats pe baith gaye. Suresh uth gaya. Uthte hue usne mere kandhe pe haath rakha aur kaha, “Jaana nahi. Yahin baithe raho. Last tak.”
Main samajh gaya tha. Main wahin baitha raha. Bus chal rahi thi, main dekh raha thi baahar ki sadkein, lekin dimaag wahan nahi tha. Baar-bas wohi scene soch raha tha – kya hone wala tha, kya hoga, kya nahi hoga.
Log ek-ek karke utarne lage. bus Station par rukte hi, Dhire dhire bus bilkul khali ho gayi. Sirf driver aur hum do log – Suresh aur main.
Suresh mere paas aaya. “Chalo,” usne kaha.
Main utha. Uske peeche-peeche chala. Bus se utar kar ek galiyon mein ghuse. Andheri gali thi, koi light nahi thi. Sirf door door tak street light ki halki si roshni. Hum ek purane se building ke saamne ruke. Usne darwaza khola aur andar bulaya.
Main andar gaya. Ek chhota sa room tha. Ek soffa tha beech mein, ek purana TV, aur kuchh nahi. Pura sannata tha. Kahin se awaaz nahi aa rahi thi. Deewaron pe purani paint chhilak rahi thi. Kamre mein ek ajeeb si smell thi – Daroo ki, purani cigarette ki, aur kuchh aur.
“Baitho,” usne kaha, sofe ki taraf ishara karte hue.
Main baith gaya. Sofa purana tha, andar ghus gaya tha. Main bechaini se baitha tha. Meri saansein tez chal rahi thi. Mera dil dhadak raha tha.
Suresh mere paas aaya aur baith gaya. Itna paas ki uski taang meri taang se chipak rahi thi. Usne apna haath seedha mere lund pe rakh diya. Mera lund jeans ke andar khada tha, usne usse upar se hi pakad liya.
“Dheere-dheere,” usne kaha, aur sahlaane laga.
Mujhe maza aa raha tha. Bahut maza. Aankhein band kar li maine. Sirf mehsoos kar raha tha uski ungliyon ko jo mere lund ko masal rahi thi. Thodi der mein usne zip kholi, haath andar daala, aur mere lund ko bahar nikaal liya.
Thandi hawa lagi mere lund ko. Phir uske garam haath ne usse pakad liya. Woh upar-neeche karne laga. Muth maar raha tha mere lund ki. Main pura josh mein aa gaya. Muh se awaaz nikal gayi – “Aahhh…”
Yeh awaaz sunte hi usne haath hata liya.
“Ruk,” usne kaha, “Itna jaldi kya hai? Abhi toh poora maza lena hai.”
Maine aankhein kholin. Usne apni jeans utaari. Phir underwear. Aur jab uska lund bahar aaya, toh main hairaan reh gaya.
8 inch ka tha, pakka. Mera toh bas 5 inch ka tha. Woh bhi khada hone pe. Lekin Suresh ka lund… woh toh ek alag hi cheez thi. Kala tha, mota tha, jaise koi naag khada ho. Nasen dikh rahi thi uspe. Supada bada, laal sa. Poora khada tha, upar ki taraf jhuka hua.
Main sochne laga, itna bada… mere gaand mein kaise jayega? Meri gaand toh tight si hai. Kabhi sirf ungli aur kela gaya hai. Yeh toh kela se bhi do guna mota lag raha tha. Fat jaayegi meri gaand. Lekin saath mein excitement bhi tha. Soch raha tha, agar chala gaya toh kaisa maza aayega.
“Kapde nikaal,” usne kaha, apne kapde poora nikaalte hue.
Maine apni shirt utaari. Phir jeans. Phir underwear. Ab main bilkul nanga tha. Meri gaand shayad usko achhi lagi, usne meri gaand ko ghoor ke dekha. Phir usne mujhe zameen pe baithne ko kaha.
Main samajh gaya. Porn mein dekha tha yeh sab. Lund munh mein lena. Chusna. Main zameen pe baith gaya, ghutnon pe. Woh sofe pe baitha, apne lund ko haath mein pakad ke mere munh ke paas laya.
Pehli baar kisi aur ka lund itne kareeb se dekh raha tha. Smell aa rahi thi – tel ki, paseene ki, aur kuchh aur. Lekin main ruka nahi. Maine turant uska supda munh mein le liya. Garam tha, kadak tha. Main chusne laga.
“Ah… madarchod,” usne kaha, “Aram se chus. Tere daant lag rahe hain.”
Maine apna munh aur bada khola. Jitna ho sakta tha, utna bada kiya. Zubaan se uske lund ko chatne laga. Andar-bahar karne laga. Pehli baar tha, lekin porn mein dekha tha isliye pata tha kya karna hai.
Poora lund andar le liya. Gale tak. Mujhe ulti si aa rahi thi lekin main ruka. Uska lund mere gale ko chhed raha tha. Thodi der mein uska kuchh meetha-meetha sa paani munh mein aaya – precum. Main usse pee gaya. Khatta-meetha taste tha.
Kareeb 10 minute tak main chusta raha. Uske haath mere baalon mein the, mere sir ko pakad ke upar-neeche kar raha tha. Phir usne mujhse lund nikaala.
“Ab tumhari baari,” usne kaha.
Usne mujh uthaya. Mujhe sofe pe jhuka diya. Ghodi bana diya. Meri gaand upar thi, munh neeche. Meri gaand poori exposed thi. Main sharma raha tha lekin excited bhi tha.
Usne apna lund meri gaand ke ched pe rakha. Thodi der ragda. Phir ek zor ka dhakka diya. Lekin andar nahi gaya. Meri gaand tight thi. Dard hua, main aage ki taraf jaane laga.
“Ruk,” usne kaha.
Usne apni jeb se ek chhoti tube nikaali – lubricant ki. Usne meri gaand pe daala. Poora ched bhar diya. Phir ungli se andar-bahar kiya. Phir apne lund pe bhi lagaaya poora.
Ab phir se try kiya. Is baar thoda sa andar gaya. Jaise hi andar gaya, jaise meri gaand fat gayi ho. Main cheekhne wala tha lekin maine apna munh band rakha. Dard tez tha, jaise koi chaku andar ghusa raha ho.
Main aage jaane laga, bachne ki koshish ki. Usne meri kamar kas ke pakad li. Dono haathon se meri kamar jakad li. Aur phir zor se dhakka maara.
Aur zyada andar chala gaya. Ab aadha lund andar tha. Dard se meri aankhein bhar aayin. Main roye ja raha tha lekin awaaz nahi nikaal pa raha tha.
“Bas thodi der aur,” usne kaha, saans phoolte hue.
Phir usne ek aur zor ka dhakka maara. Poora lund andar ghus gaya. Meri gaand jaise phat gayi thi. Main control nahi kar paaya. Munh se zor ki cheekh nikli – “Aaaahhhhh!”
Is cheekh ke saath hi, kamre ka darwaza zor se khula.